Warning Signs for Potential Domestic Violence

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 It was this blog's intention to follow-up it's first blog on alcohol fueled domestic violence rather swiftly, but Covid and then Long Covid got in the way.  The symptoms of Long Covid are starting to ease up and we are having better days now.

In our first blog, we touched on the alcoholic's rage driven by their drinking and their explosive, violent and unpredictable behavior.  This blog will focus on three of those behaviors.  

Abusive mates tend to attempt to segregate their spouses from friends, family and the outside world as much as possible.  This is to ensure no interruption in the "grooming" process.

In our case, the spouse was very agitated when friends would come to visit.  We would try to get some privacy so that we could have girl-talk without interruptions.  The spouse got so agitated by my two friends and I that he began hanging outside the window of the room we were in and "working" on something.

The spouse would become so threatened by any friend's presence that he would become rude and surly to visiting friends in order to run them off. After a while, my friends would just call and if I wasn't there he would not pass on the message.

The spouse got so possessive that he would become enraged at anyone that would dare to speak to me and would give them very menacing looks if he happened upon a conversation.  Things progressed to the point that the spouse would not allow me to go to the market.  He went instead effectively eliminating any chance of a person engaging me in a friendly conversation.

In addition, he would buy what he wanted and I would have to cook it.  Menus that were not of my choosing were the rule when he shopped.  If I asked for something he would not get it and would tell me that they were out of it.

As was stated in the first blog, when a spouse or significant other tells you "No one is interested in what you have to say" or "No one cares about what you have to say" it is time to get out because that means that the spouse is going to escalate their possessive behavior.  They are priming or grooming you to not speak to people in case you let their escalating abuse slip out.  

Not all abuse is due to drug or alcohol abuse.  It is rooted in a deep insecurity and the drugs and alcohol aid in bringing it to the surface.

Los Angeles recently voted for a new City Attorney and we backed Hydee Feldstein Soto because of her stated goal of striving to aid women that are victimized by their "mates" and giving them the kind of legal recourse our system is supposed to give, but too frequently the police take the aggressive spouse's side and blame the victim.  

There is the winking and the silent nod that it is her fault and basically do nothing except warn the aggressive party.  Hopefully, that will end with Soto. We've told Soto that she could use our most recent college titled "Beer & A Chaser."  It is at the top of this blog.

Unfortunately, if there are children in the relationship there is a very real chance that they will be used as tools to do harm, hurt, segregate or worse to inflict more harm upon their "victim".

The following is an excerpt from a description on domestic violence: "When a toxic person can no longer control you, they will try to control how others see you.  The misinformation will feel unfair, but stay above it, trusting that other people will eventually see the truth."  This is what perpetuators of domestic violence do with their very own children that they purport to love.

The following is an example of that tendency to use the children as tools. 

In 2020/21 we were concerned for our eldest daughter and asked our youngest son to please drive down south to check in on her and help her out.  He refused stating school and work.

Then in May, 2022 just before Mother's Day, he drives down to see his sister and tells her about my evil plot to get a power of attorney over her.

This subject did come up at the behesting  of our eldest son.  He nagged at me endlessly and made me a wreck.  So much of a wreck that I went to see a therapist to help sort it all out.  It was never really my intention to do it.  I sent our eldest son and youngest daughter the papers and requirements to them to sort out.  If they wanted it so damn bad then they could do it.  In retrospect what/who was the driving force behind this? Those were the only two that knew and who were pushing for it.

We had TOLD our eldest daughter that the controversy surrounding her had caused me to seek out therapy in order to get the real issue sorted.  The therapist is the one that determined that this whole thing was more than likely orchestrated from behind the scenes...maybe former spouse. In addition, she stated that the whole scenario was more than likely the real issue...domestic violence.  

For what end beyond hurting is not clear, but once we found out that the ex-spouse had Parkinson's from his drinking she did put forward the concept that maybe he was looking to enlist my aid in the care of him.  LOL, yeah like that's ever going to happen.

Since the youngest son isn't speaking to me it is hard to tell what exactly he said and where it came from.  I have NEVER denied looking into Power of Attnorney, but it was never done.  My eldest daughter yelled "Don't lie about it" as if I am some sort of pathological liar.  

The end result is that she is not speaking to me either over something I DIDN'T DO.  That is the pretzel logic that my ex is capable of...setting me up even if I didn't follow through on his scheme. 

Has my youngest son gone to see her since he trashed our relationship? Did he go to work with her or move in next door to her?  She had these plans on her mind thinking that he cared about her.

The funny twist to all of this is that yes, our children are not speaking to me.  In doing that, the ex has effectively cut off any information on me since none of them know.  I've also made it clear that I do not want to be discussed with any of them.  This was something that the eldest son could not do so he was cut-off.

If any of my children want to know about me then they are going to have to come to me on their own without dialog from their father.